Food and Wine...

Only thing keeping my sanity alive... food and alcohol.

My life has been wonderful up until these past few days. I don't know what's going on with life lately, but it's really starting to become a pain in my rear. I'm to the point of just wanting to move away from Flagstaff and move to the valley. Is that possible?? NOPE. This gal is poor. Doesn't help that my boss keeps giving me days off that I don't need. Hmmm...2nd or 3rd week this has occurred. I see a pattern here! Is it me, or do I just suck at my job? Neither. Can I catch a break? ( In my New York-er accent) I am in need of some direction here! I am thinking about selling my condo and moving back to reality. Since leaving NAU, I have found that Flagstaff is just another town with a bunch of fabricated drama that I could care less about. 

I have moved on to bigger and better things. I figured working would make me meet new people, which it did, but some of them I would love to erase from memory. To move, or not to move? That is my question. Chandler, Gilbert, Scottsdale or Peoria? Chandler is my top choice. I am done with working at a movie theatre. It's not worth it anymore. How the hell did I put up with it for 6 years??   ...because my boss didn't favor anyone. Imagine that! Fair and balanced general manager. :) I'm looking into changing my career choice. Hotels seem to be up on the know how. Just finding a job here in Arizona is a bit challenging. I want to work somewhere I'm not told to wear a certain uniform, have adults as co-workers, have normal hours like a Monday through Friday 9am-5pm job and my weekends free, no annoying children to deal with and last but not least, HONEST NON-DECEITFUL fellow co-workers to be around. Is that too much to ask? 

Maybe I'm just done with being in a college town...yup, that's it. I've had a hell of a time trying to make friends, and I just get shot down. I'm not going to bite your head off you wacko! Life in a nutshell for this girl...

J. Cay