Sunday, March 11, 2012

Life is all of the above...

At times, life will throw you a monkey wrench. I wasn't prepared for mine. Sometimes I wonder if I made the right decision and if so, why do things unravel the wrong way? I need a restart. After these past few events this past month, I don't trust anyone. Friend or foe, don't expect me to trust you, EVER. You fool me once, shame on you, you fool me twice, shame on me. I'm going to be the best I can be and you cannot do anything. Suffer and be miserable in your guilt, which you don't even want to summon to your mind. If anyone wonders why I am quiet, and I don't open up to anybody anymore, well, you can thank a few people for it. For once in my life, I felt accepted and respected, but that slowly dwindled from reality. Maybe I rushed into a type of society that I wasn't mentally ready for? I've met a bunch of great people, but some could be deleted from my memory. 

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they go right. You believe lies so you can eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart, so that better things can fall together." -Marilyn Monroe

J.Cay